at peace 

I come to these shows to see djs I love and feel something I can’t on an ordinary day. It’s sets like this that makes me feel SO alive and thankful I’m on this earth.

I quit my job that I was at for one day.. Why is it so hard for me to just stay focused on and not lose my fucking mind at a job?! I hate my mind 😦

I am so in love with my boyfriend. He makes me feel pretty, like I’m meant to be here. He is my number one and he knows exactly what to say and do to make me feel like I’m his. When I’m with him it feels like we’re the only 2 people in the world. Falling asleep and waking up next to him is the best feeling in this entire world. A feeling I thought I would never ever get to expeience because of my lack of self love. But I am so thankful I found this wonderful guy to share my life with. Blehhhhh I’m so mushy ☺️☺️

weird dreams 

I keep having dreams where I’m back in high school… And it feels more real than ever. Seriously. Every single night, I dream that I’m back at my high school with my classmates redoing it all. My best friend is alive again, and everything just seems so normal. 

I woke up last night and thought it was actually real. That I had actually gone back to high school.

This is tripping me out and I’m so curious as to why it’s happening? 

jus spent an hour looking for kes’ truck key and he finally found it in his JACKET. it was literally stuck in his jacket…. like inside of it. so strange. but suuuuch a nice night with this boy, I’m so in love. 

First day at this new job and I absolutely hate it. I do not have the right personality or mentality to be server… Plus my boss seems like a dick. 

this girl is one of my friends and she’s literally the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in my life. her body is my body motivation… working hard to get it to this shape! she’s absolutely perfect and I told her that she’s my motivation and she was flattered. I’m more determined than ever to work hard for what I want. I want the body of my dreams, life’s too short to be unhappy with yourself. 


nag champa?

this is the most beautiful smelling oil I have ever smelled in my entire life. it fills my bedroom with this amazing smell and I even put it on my skin for an overall soft feeling AND a long lasting scent!

I am obsessed… I do recommend if you’re into that kind of thing! 


Officially start my new job today.. After barely working for over 2 years, I am very nervous and already don’t want to go. But money’s really tight and I definitely need to suck it up. 

Wish me luck! 😕

“You’re not in love with me, not really, you just love the way I always made you feel. Like you were the centre of my world. Because you were. I would have done anything for you.”

Abby McDonald, Getting Over Garrett Delaney (via thelovejournals)